And again, I don't see me.

I can't see myself anymore.

 It's me,
                                                                                                    I know it!

I just can't see the me that I used to be anymore, I see me swallowed by fat. Swallowed by pain, and what I have done to myself. And the truth is I didn't notice, then I saw a picture and thought... that's not me and did nothing to change, and picture after picture show the same truth. Somewhere in there is me?